Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I M LOST


today i tried to kiss sum1 so passionately in ma dreams..............

yes i m lost.sumtimes i really don understan where i m goin. wats nex???
ryt nw i m starin at ceilin n can hear birds chirpin. i m listenin to psychadelic trance for almost 24 hrs. y i m here??? i cant lie.. m i lonely..??? its been almost 20 yrs, i haven been touched by a man. i 'll live though.
instead f wastin ma time wishin n hopin , sleepin wid self pity , n fallin in luv over n over again wid .............hmmmmmm..................GHOSTS. i wish i cud stop thinkin on wats missin in ma life n
b grateful to wat i hav. dis organ in inside ma chest,god gave me a gift n i 'd b fool nt to use it.
if dere s a man out dere who s willin to ride or walk or run or even fly wid me. he will show up ,probably out of nowhere. i m jus nt gona hold ma breath
i wish i cud go beyond...............................................................